End of the week!

Well its finally the end of another grueling week! Im so happy! Well not really. You see, I have two jobs. When im off at one I have to go in at the other and vice versa. It sucks yes but all I think about is that extra money that I get to do as I please with. Of course,the sucky part is that not only dont I have an actual full day off but I miss my son. Im a single parent that can make it without one of my jobs but like I said before, its that damn extra money that keeps me at both. My son never lacks anything and I try to get him the best. I mean come on,he's my little man,he deserves that and more which is why I've been thinking alot about quitting one job. I say to myself "I've been doing this for almost two years but has it been worth it?" "Not being able to spend the time with my only child that seems to be growing up so fast". I mean really,if I die tomorrow the only thing that I will have missed is that extra time I decided not to spend with my son just for that extra cash. With that said, I hope I can make it. I know its gonna be hard when I finally quit one but I gotta do what I gotta do. Pray for me :)

Random Thoughts

I had some random thoughts today during my short lunch break when i decided to pick something up for lunch and eat it at the park. Dixieland park that is. I guess i just wanted to make it quick. But,truth be told,i just didnt have a lunch date. Anyway, i had lunch then a quick smoke when i was noticing more and more cars driving up. Didnt think much of it until i realized the cars arriving at the park already had somone waiting for them and would get out of there cars and into the other one. Some would be out there hugging and stuff very lovey dovey and others would stay in there cars. Then i thought "there isnt any normal married couples that would sneak to a park during what is probably there lunch hr just to be w/each other". I say this cuz normally once ur a couple or married u usually spend alot of time with each other anyway so there'd be no reason to sneak out to a park ,and thats when i thought, "wait a min,these people are cheaters"! They are obviously spending what ever little time they have with each other during the day cuz after work they would be returning to they're ball and chain". This park shouldnt be called the gay park,it should be called the unfaithful park....lol.

Its about time!

Well I am finally posting my first blog that should've been made a mth ago but just didnt know what to write about. I know I said I would write about random thoughts and daily stuff and all that but I feel like they may be too boring and possibly have no point to them. Also, things that happen to me and probably worth writing about are some what emabarressing. Maybe you guys will be fortunate enough to read up on some of the dumbest things that have happened to me (becuz everyone does deserve a good laugh every now and then) but for now just dropping of few not too exiting lines to let people know I am alive just waiting for the perfect thing to blog about. But, I'm just thinking,every blog that I've ever read is just about random stuff. Nothing perfect about it. Just stuff that happens on a daily basis. I guess once I get the hang of this I'll become more open about what I write. Feel free of course to comment as you please. I dont get offended easily but I can speak my mind at times and can get a bit carried away. Nothing bad though,dont worry. Anyway,I think this is it for now. I hope this blog wasnt too boring but if it was,sorry. I promise you, they will get better.